Erm, this is was my first time to write a blog. The reason is that, i got alot of things to say but all of these i couldn't share or tell the person who i wanna to.
The things goes like this, a month ago i knew a girl in friendster. She's being so friendly and passion to me, and told me that she's lesbian. I'ma flirt with her since that she told she still single. At first we started to exchange each other hp humber and MSN address. We start to flirt through the MSN. She's so beautiful and attractive enough for me. I get attracted by her beauty, so i was lose my mind and keep flirting with her. She sent me alot of her so called "naked pic", and it is really naked. In the mean time, she asked from mine too, so i didn't suspect her anything and just sent her one of mine naked pic. Sooner and later, she asked to webcam with me, so i open my webcam. Couple of days later, she hope that i can naked in the webcam because of she wanna do masturbating and i half naked for her too. All of these is because of i felt that "she" is so truth to me. The only thing i don't understand is that she never allowed me to call her. But she willing to sing me songs in the MSN. Her voice was Super Nice when she sing. =) i really fall in love with the songs that she sing to me.
A few weeks later, one of my tg friend told me that she met a girl in friendster too. My tg friend had a crush on the girl so she started to tackle her. So they both started to keep contact through the phone, BUT the girl is only allowed my tg friend to sms, NO call please. My tg friend was so disappointed and sad so she decided to share her sadness with me and told me alot of the that girl attitude and characteristic. I found out that girl's attitude and characteristic was so familiar with the girl i flirt with in friendster too. So i decided to ask for the name and hp number of that girl from my friend. OH MY GOD..! The hp number was same as the girl who i flirt with, but the only thing is different was the name. It is means that same person created two friendster account and gave two different name to flirting around and ask for people to gave "her" the private pic.
On that moment, i was shock..! Superb superb shock..! I found that i fall in the trap of that "girl". My friend and i was suspect that "girl" is a guy actually because he never allowed people to call "her" to hear "her" voice. I was so regret that why did i had such thought to flirt with the people that i don't know and some more share my private with the people. I really regret for what i'd being so. I'd already had a good and understandble gf but i still flirt with others and some more being so stupid to share my private stuff with them. Now i'm so afraid that "girl" will spread around my private pic and video.
Baby, i'm sorry to you. I really feel sorry to you. Just now when i got msg from you, you're so happy and sharing your happiness with me but your hubby, me did something that hurt you.
I know i shouldn't be forgive, but you know what, i love you. I really love you, baby. I swear that i won't do that anymore. I won't be that stupid anymore. Baby, you know what, i'm crying now. Few nights i cried alone in my bedroom. Last night i really think of commit suicide, but i didn't do that. I'd promised you alot of things, i wanna make it for you. But i don't know will you still give me a chance to make the dreams for you, if one day u find out the things i did behind you. I know u're busy with your text in this few days. I just hope that you can do your best for it. Muackz.
Baby, i love you and i really do.
The things goes like this, a month ago i knew a girl in friendster. She's being so friendly and passion to me, and told me that she's lesbian. I'ma flirt with her since that she told she still single. At first we started to exchange each other hp humber and MSN address. We start to flirt through the MSN. She's so beautiful and attractive enough for me. I get attracted by her beauty, so i was lose my mind and keep flirting with her. She sent me alot of her so called "naked pic", and it is really naked. In the mean time, she asked from mine too, so i didn't suspect her anything and just sent her one of mine naked pic. Sooner and later, she asked to webcam with me, so i open my webcam. Couple of days later, she hope that i can naked in the webcam because of she wanna do masturbating and i half naked for her too. All of these is because of i felt that "she" is so truth to me. The only thing i don't understand is that she never allowed me to call her. But she willing to sing me songs in the MSN. Her voice was Super Nice when she sing. =) i really fall in love with the songs that she sing to me.
A few weeks later, one of my tg friend told me that she met a girl in friendster too. My tg friend had a crush on the girl so she started to tackle her. So they both started to keep contact through the phone, BUT the girl is only allowed my tg friend to sms, NO call please. My tg friend was so disappointed and sad so she decided to share her sadness with me and told me alot of the that girl attitude and characteristic. I found out that girl's attitude and characteristic was so familiar with the girl i flirt with in friendster too. So i decided to ask for the name and hp number of that girl from my friend. OH MY GOD..! The hp number was same as the girl who i flirt with, but the only thing is different was the name. It is means that same person created two friendster account and gave two different name to flirting around and ask for people to gave "her" the private pic.
On that moment, i was shock..! Superb superb shock..! I found that i fall in the trap of that "girl". My friend and i was suspect that "girl" is a guy actually because he never allowed people to call "her" to hear "her" voice. I was so regret that why did i had such thought to flirt with the people that i don't know and some more share my private with the people. I really regret for what i'd being so. I'd already had a good and understandble gf but i still flirt with others and some more being so stupid to share my private stuff with them. Now i'm so afraid that "girl" will spread around my private pic and video.
Baby, i'm sorry to you. I really feel sorry to you. Just now when i got msg from you, you're so happy and sharing your happiness with me but your hubby, me did something that hurt you.
I know i shouldn't be forgive, but you know what, i love you. I really love you, baby. I swear that i won't do that anymore. I won't be that stupid anymore. Baby, you know what, i'm crying now. Few nights i cried alone in my bedroom. Last night i really think of commit suicide, but i didn't do that. I'd promised you alot of things, i wanna make it for you. But i don't know will you still give me a chance to make the dreams for you, if one day u find out the things i did behind you. I know u're busy with your text in this few days. I just hope that you can do your best for it. Muackz.
Baby, i love you and i really do.
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