7/2/08 - 31/3/09

我们的爱情长跑，就在今晚结束了。我不知哪来的勇气与你提出了分手，也许我觉得再这样拖拖拉拉的方式只会对大家都不公平。在还没向你提出之前，我原本以为没有什么感觉的，只不过要说出我们一路以来都想解决的东西。可是在和你说了那一刻，我的心有那么一点酸痛，我不知道为什么会有这样的感觉。毕竟我是那么真真的爱过你，所以才会有那种舍不得的伤痛吧。其实你没什么不好，只不过总是忽略了我，我是多么需要你的关心和爱。

刚刚你告诉了我，"i would ask for another chance if i could but i guess i dun have d rite after d way i treated u. I do love u." 过后你还send了一个"i love u"的mms给我，那封mms还有一段的留言。我也读到哭了。如果是后悔，那当初为何你对我那么的差？我也和你说了最后一句"i love u".

无论如何，不要回头了。大家要的东西都不一样的。我希望你能快了，家庭的烦恼能解决，未来有好的前途而且也能找到一个你适合的对象。Take care, baby. Thanks for every memories tat u gave me in d past 1 year. May God bless u n give u happiness always.

My 1st Year Anniversary With Her

Such a period i din update my blog.. bcuz i feel lazy to blog ad.. lazy to type..

Well, 7th Feb was my 1st year anniversary wif her but we din have any celebration cuz we both stay too far wif each other.. we only wish each other through SMS.. THERE'S THE ONLY WAY WE CAN DO IT.. =(

Haihz, lately she seems very busy wif her work n her family problems.. she spend less time wif me day by day.. sometimes i feel tat we more like a fren than a couple cuz our relationship going dull n dull.. sometimes i feel like share wif her my problem, i wish tat she could be my side when i'm down but she's juz too busy wif her stuff over there.. i feel very sad n angry until i tot of break up sometimes.. cuz she make me feel tat she dun need me at all, she dun need my love n care...i guess.. i really wish tat she could put me at d top place for a few second, listen n care for wat i want.. but i know it's hard for her to do tat cuz she got tons of problems tat she cannot settle n solve so she gotta leave me aside..

Seriously, my feeling towards u is going dull.. u told me u "feel tired of ppl".. u dunwan talk to me cuz u "feel tired of ppl"..? i'm ur lover, i'm ur partner...u feel tired to talk to me as well..??? Gal, can u tell me wat am i suppose to do..? do we still carry on d relationship or juz let it go..?

CAUSE I FEEL TIRED TOO